There are times in my life when I'm selfish and I know I shouldn't be. Times like today. Times when I'm trying to find the perfect fathers day card. Times when Drex tells me he doesn't want to hear them. Times when I get upset and shut down.
I should understand. I should know that Fathers Day is something I need to be sensitive about. But I don't think about it. I don't think about the fact that he no longer has a dad to give fathers day cards to. That his dad was gone in a blink of an eye. That he was there with him. I shouldn't forget. But I do.